If someone walks out of your life, let them. There's no point in wasting your time on people that leave you. What you make of yourself and your future is no longer tied to them. Yeah, you may miss them. But remember that you weren't the one that gave up.  Have you ever met someone that suprised you? Like, you meet this person & at first you barely pay attention to them. You may not be at all attracted to this person, but as you get to know them, you notice yourself falling. This person who was once nothing to you has become everything. All of a sudden, their the most beautiful person you've ever met. it's just funny looking back, you never saw it coming, it just happened.  I want a person who loves me for me. Not for what I can do for them.  We don't lose friends. We just learn who our real ones are.  The best conversations happen when you lose track of time. You think you've been talking for an hour, but really it's been several. Theres just this connection between you two that makes it easy to talk to one another. You think "How did time fly by so fast?" The best conversations are the ones as if you feel as though you can say anything & you don't even have to worry or think about what they might say. You just feel comfortable saying it.  You let someone enter your heart, and then that's it. There is no going back. You will never be the person you were before. You will always care about them. And you will suffer for it.  Every person I have taken my walls down for, left.  The more you hide the feelings, the more they show. The more you try to deny your feelings, the more they grow.  If you ignore me, I'll ignore you. If you don't start the conversation, we won't talk. If you don't put in any effort, why should I?  Have you ever liked someone, but never found the courage to tell them? You miss one opportunity after another, because you're scared for some reason. You doubt yourself & the connection you have with this person. Is it just you, or is there really something there? You overthink & over analyze everything. & then when you're given that one chance to lay it all on the table for them to see... you don't. It sucks. ya know?  The only person you need to compare yourself too is the person you've been. The only person you need to be better than is the person you are now.  Funny how we try to move on, yet at the same time, hold on.  True love stands by eachother on good days, and stands even closer the on the bad days.  Love will ask you to step out of your comfort zone, to sacrifice and to compromise, If you can't agree with that, you're not ready.  I haven't met Mr. Right yet. But I have met Mr. Fake, Mr. Player & Mr. Asshole. My middle finger likes them all.  Smart girls are the over thinkers, the insecure ones, the different ones. They know what the real world is like. They analyze every little thing to avoid getting hurt. To find happiness. They stay up late at night thinking about every possible situation to get through all the problems. They think too much. They trust less people. Their insecurity proves their respect towards themselves. Of course they try to stay away from a drama-filled life. Smart girls know their worth, now that's the one worth keeping by your side.  I don't mind when our conversations get a little boring or when we're texting and we run out of things to say. I don't care when we're hanging out but doing nothing. Because just having you is enough to make me happy.  Just because one person doesn't seem to care for you, doesn't mean you should forget about everyone that does.  My worst mistake was still holding on to you when you had already let go.  There would be a lot less drama if people learned how to talk to each other instead of talking about each other.  If you give a girl your sweatshirt, don't expect it back.  I'm sorry. Sometimes, I get jealous thinking that someone else could make you happier than I could. I guess it's my insecurities acting up. Because I know that I'm not the prettiest, smartest, or most fun and exciting. But, I do know that no matter how hard or long you look; you'll never find someone that loves you like I do.  There's always a little "I'm jealous" in every "whatever".  Sometimes, I think the human heart is just a simple shelf. There is only so much you can pile onto it before something falls off the edge and you are left to pick up the pieces.  I'm moving on. No more waiting. No more hurt. If you wanted me, you could've had me. But you didn't. You blew your chance.  Don't fight for someone who won't fight for you. Cry for someone who won't cry for you. or stay with someone who doesn't appreciate you.  If he acts like you're not worth his time maybe you're not what he wants . Your just a replacement for what he can't have.  A girl is happiest when she knows that you make her your everything. In front of everyone, every time.  If I like you, I like you. You shouldn't worry about anyone else coming along to steal me away. I stay committed. So please don't doubt my feelings for you when I say I like you. If I like you, I like you. End of story, okay?  You can't lose something you've never had. You can't keep whats not yours. & you can't hold onto something that doesn't want to stay. |